Also like the poem 'The Power of Love', really good.
OK so i promised a more detailed post.
Ok so the past 7 or 8 months sure have been a trip. I regret not writing it all down cus I know I wont be able to remember and write it all down.
SO I'll start off where I left off...
David and I have become friends again. We talk every now and then but only when he comes to the store where I work. But newho...What happend was he told me his phone was about o get shut off. Well he told me then he would find any way possible to call me no matter what. Well, he never called. i was heartbroken...again....for like the billionth time. SO I was upset for abotu 2 weeks. When all of a sudden someone came into my life unexpectedly. His name was Joey Gentry. And he was so perfect to me.
Joey asked a friend of mine at work who I was and if i had a boyfriend. Well, it went from there. That night we started talkin and well....a few days past and we fell hard for each other. We did everything together and went everywhere. We went to prom 2006 together. It was great, until we got into a fight. it was our first real fight. And it was horrible. I wont go into detail but it was bad. The rest of the night went ok, we went to shooters, bowling, and laser tag, and I Hop...Everything was fine. Well....the following 3 months were hell....He got kicked out of his house so he moved in with a friend. After that he was constantly partying and doin God knows what with God knows who. Well he then staretd goin to Hardy all the time goin to partys up there. i was told he cheated on me a lot up there with girls he didnt even know. I also heard he got drunk off his ass plenty of times. O well , ill never know for sure. SO one day, he asked me if he could go get drunk with an ex girlfriend...i said hell no. Well, after that hell broke loose. he called me every name in the book, ad made me feal horrible for everything. I felt so degraded and low for ever bein with him. So we brokeup. Lol that same night, i called him and told him I hoped he had a great time cus i was about to go and have a better one. Me and one of my best guy friends went to the movies that night and had a blast...thaknks John!
So.....as fate would have it, we didnt get back together. In fact a few days later, a friend of mine I had met only a few days before started really likeing me, but I only wanted to be friends. I made the mistake of leadin him on, but i was completly on the rebound. He was aboutr to be shipped out to Ft. Leonardwood in missouri for 2 or 3 months and I just didnt want to wait on him. I said I would, but I just couldnt. I had no feelings for him at all. Well before he left, me and another friend of mine, bret were out running one night and Somehow JOey found us and went crazy. He was yelling and cussing and screaming and me and Bryan and Bret. I mean...i had NEVER heard these kind of words and I had never heard someone this mad. He started pushing me around and saying i was a whore and called me every name in the book. He got so close up to my face I could litarally see his tonsils as he yelled at me...i cried...and tried to walk away but he kept holdin on to my arm and twistin me around. I finally got away and never looked back,.....it was horrible....
That same night, at Food Giant...I met the most wonderful person. He asked me what I was doint hat night, lol I said i was goin for a run...Well before joey got there, Jeremy, this guy, came up on us and started talkin to me. He put his number in my phone, but forgot to get mine lol. So the next day, he called Joey and asked for my number. Joey of course told him I was a lying bitch, which isnt true..and it all started there. He called me, and the following 3 months have been a blast. At first it sucked, cus he worked building grain bins in other states like mississippi and louisianna and missouri....but he only stayed with them for a month or so after we got together. After that, he moved back home. And is now workin for razor rock....I love him, i truly do,.....
Well I thought i lost a friend a month or so ago. But, things worked out, and eventually I found a best friend thru the whole ordeal. Mendy has become like a sister I never knew. We are so alike its scary. Lol, we had the same basketball number, exact same birthday(both just turned 1
, we have the same type of hair and hairstyle, we both dated the same guy before, both had a long lasting relationship turn bad, and we get along pretty good. Anywayz, Robby (my ex from 4 ever ago) has also become a good friend of mine. I made a bad decision a few weeks ago and thought I had lost his trust for good, but We worked thru them and have become better friends now. He has these really great girlfriend now. I am proud of him lol. I am glad he has found someone to make him this happy, and she works there at FG and I think she is really cool. Im happy for them!
Anywayz..oh yeah I graduated High School this past may. And boy let me tell yeah, life has begun. Its so much different in College cus no one really tells u what to do. U just do what u do, and get to ur class and take notes and leave. I have passed everything and I am doin great so far. Besides one dang biology test. grrrrr...
Welp, its like 12:30am and I got school in the morning. Im out, and I will try to definetly update at least 3 times a week if possible.
Peace Up~
Sam